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  • The farmstand on the bike ride home from work: incredible heirloom tomatoes nestled on a little lawn deep in the shade of old trees. (Also other farmstand produce, but I only have eyes for the tomatoes.)
  • Crabapple shrubs: the most apple-y shrub using fruit that would otherwise go to waste. Must taste all the crabapples to find the most delicious ones.
  • Biking to my favorite bakery, with the most delicious bread and the best croissants in town. Okay, part of the bike ride is NOT idyllic fall, but then you bike over to the lake and eat sandwiches and pastries on a bench while gazing at the dogs. The dogs gaze back and occasionally look for crumbs.
  • The new watch party show (Mysterious Lotus Casebook) is one I'm enjoying a lot and looking forward to every week. I'm so tempted to watch ahead-- (This is in the Qi Hun server, which anyone is welcome to join btw.)
  • Despite grumping at return to office, the exercise has been good and frankly, it does satisfy some socialization needs that were going unmet. (Internet pocket friends do require more effort to cultivate in some ways...)
  • Discovered the library has so many cake pans available for borrowing... Maybe cake...
  • I'm looking at these cheeses warming up on the counter. Must resist until they've reached peak deliciousness, but why does it take so long?
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Loads behind on my flist (dwlist? what DO we call it), but will catch up this weekend!

Translation State, by Ann Leckie: Set in the same universe of the Ancillary series, and told from the PoV of the three main characters, the mystery of a missing (escaped?) Presger translator leads to the consequential decision of if the Presger translators can become human. (The Presger are Mysterious Powerful aliens and the translators are mostly-humans reconfigured to serve as intermediaries between them and humans.) It was fine? I enjoyed the weirdness of the Presger translator childhood and it was an easy, fast read. The plot was very straightforward, but some of the worldbuilding was more subtle. The book was quite heavy handed on gender and consent, but it didn't cross the line to didactic. I think I wanted it to be more than it was though -- more insightful or complex.

Shards of Earth, by Adrian Tchaikovsky (DNF): I'm just noting this for my future reference, that I gave up 12% of the way in because I just didn't care about anything happening. Maybe worth another shot when I'm in a spectacle heavy mood? Fight scenes that don't bring world, plot, or character development are just not very interesting to me.

Moonlight Chicken (2023): Chicken rice diner owner hooks up with one of his customers; cue complicated getting together storyline! Mostly a family and relationship centric show. There were some really interesting dynamics! The "exes but I still care about you" point was done well. I also thought they expressed the intergenerational differences in acceptance of being gay in a nuanced way! However, they seemed to be Going Somewhere with the commentary on rich people, but then it just disappeared after being a pretty important conflict? I am also wildly curious what the Watsonian explanation for why 'can only afford one beer a day' Jim feeds his cat expensive single serve cat gogurts, but it was cute product placement. Not very long at 8 episodes of 1 h 15 min, and pacing was mostly good (the teenage B couple often slowed down the pace, but they were cute). They also do a good job styling the characters differently / the actors look unique, so it was easy to keep track of them. Would recommend as a cozy relationship centric BL.

Marry My Dead Body (關於我和鬼變成家人的那件事) (2022): Homophobic main character picks up a red envelope and is told that gay marriage is legal in the living world now so it must be legal in the ghost world too! It's a cop show again smh, though at least because it's Taiwanese the cops don't have to be Good Guys. More of a comedy / light in tone movie, but then the MC has some rage problems (plus the homophobic and weight insults) so it felt a bit jarring sometimes? But I laughed several times and it never hit my second hand embarrassment squick so overall a success on the comedy front for me. I also liked the Jolin Tsai music choices. While the ghost husband is gay, gay relationships are on screen, and there are definite arranged marriage vibes, I doooooo think you needed pretty thick slash goggles to read the couple as a romantic one on screen. Overall, I enjoyed the watch!
CW: Aaron Yan is... in this. And now I've looked up why this needed warning and: yikes.

Yong-Jiu Grocery Store (用九柑仔店) (DNF): This was supposed to be a small town convenience store slice of life. It started that way and then totally went off the rails midway through (and @halfcactus skimmed ahead and said it didn't get back on the rails). I enjoyed some of the early episodes a lot! I liked the soy sauce maker who makes everything by hand! Aaaaand then the romances took over and they were SO weird in vibes. Like, they just seemed awkward! Then we got to the female lead's and female lead's mother's backstory and like, it was terribly melodramatic and boring at the same time! So much a stereotypical ~complicated mother~ that it was superficial instead of complex, SO MUCH YELLING by the female characters. Really sad because the first couple episodes had a lot of promise.
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1. I had been reading my DW on a comfortable once a week schedule, which has been thrown into disarray by the introduction of my JE friends back onto DW, via a 30 day music meme. Will people actually do all 30 days of the meme? Who knows, but day 3 x a half dozen folks is an extra ?skip=20 already ahaha.

2. I was going back and reading my diary from college (which I apparently kept up until the beginning of grad school! I kind of thought I'd stopped midway through college...); it's not very interesting as it mostly contains who I talked to every day. At the end of college though, I already knew I'd miss the casual chats in dining halls and hallways and never be able to replicate that again; the diary really reinforced that. Even if I include fannish discord chats as casual chats, it's really... not the same... But it did bring to mind a few people I want to reach out to, which was nice! 

3. Awh, I looked over my twitter list and DID lose complete contact with a few people who left before I got a forwarding address / didn't bother with a forwarding address. Though I think most are still in my extended someone-on-DW-still-talks-to-them circle. (But at the same time, how much good does a discord 1:1 PM do in terms of keeping in contact? Not much. I'm generally terrible at keeping 1:1 messages going. Maybe I should make more concerted effort to form group chats...)

4. I think my Tumblr foray is probably a failure. Useful for occasionally checking in on people, but even filtering out the 'so many gifs', it's difficult to sort between 'things interesting to me personally' and 'discourse, not expanding my knowledge' without way too much effort expended ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(I have a Bluesky now, but unless there's vastly more uptake, my primary fannish socmed will remain Mastodon.)

5. Have been losing steam on the DCU fic reading, but now I feel completionist about an arbitrary level of surveying, which seems counterproductive. It's arbitrary to begin with! It'd never have been anywhere near a full survey! Self, this is silly. 
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When the Angels Left the Old Country, by Sacha Lamb: An angel and a demon who've been studying Talmud together in their tiny shtetl for centuries leave for America in the early 1900s. This has made its way through my flist for the last year to rousing reviews; I definitely enjoyed it, but I think my expectations had been set sky high and that was a bit unfair to it. Things I really liked: very good at explaining concepts without going into overexplaining territory; fun characters -- especially loved the confused baby lesbian and also the confused angel; excellent pacing; the consistent narrative voice which was invoking Yiddish grammatical influence. I did feel like the overall plot was a bit pat and that the characters never were really in trouble, even when they were stuck in Ellis Island and also confronting murderers! Overall, I enjoyed the first half more than the second, but I would still recommend it if historical fantasy is your jam.

The Fabric of Civilization: How Textiles Made the World, by Virginia Postrel: As it says on the tin! From [personal profile] chestnut_pod's rec. I felt like this was strongest when it was being a pop history book: she does not have the gift for describing technical details via text and so those sections were sometimes bogged down (when we got to how industrial looms worked, I gave up). It's always interesting to me that in books like this that cover computing and chemistry for popular audiences that the computing is usually okay, but the chemistry often has slightly to the left descriptions. ("Fibroin has an unusual chemical property. It contains some protein sequences that love water and some that hate it." When explaining hydrolysis: "Along with the polyesters, the reactions produced water. Maybe its components were bonding with parts of the polyester chains, breaking them apart to re-create acids and alcohols. They needed to get rid of every bit of the water." These aren't like, wrong, they're just kind of weird ways to say things???) Anyway, I did feel like her analysis was sometimes superficial and even though an effort was made to fill out the 'world' part of the title, it was still most in depth for European regions. But it WAS great for pulling together all this information about textiles in a well paced form and filled in a few holes in my knowledge about how historical societies treated textiles.

Some Desperate Glory, by Emily Tesh: A girl raised in a small, fascist space station to take revenge for the destruction of the Earth discovers the deep flaws in her society and confronts ...utilitarianism via all-powerful AI. This book inevitably calls to the tumblr "humans are weird to aliens thing" and the twitter "wiseposting" memes in ways I found slightly distracting aha. The character work is great! The protagonist sure is a baby fascist and a bully at the beginning and she ends up a better person without being a different person. However, it was really thin in culture of anywhere other than the station (given a pass because the protagonist is from a ostensibly uniform society and not very curious when encountering others) and was a bit great man theory re: the villain. Ultimately, it worked best for me when tightly focused on the fascist station's effects on its children and when the wider world intrudes (including in the timeline shenanigans), it doesn't always follow through. I enjoyed it, and read it all in one sitting, but it wasn't as meaty as I hoped it would be. (PS: the protagonist is supposed to be a heavily muscular girl, so the cover bothers me.)

Snow Man Live Tour 2022 Labo (Concert DVD): The sets were so good! The screens were nice, and I loved the slides incorporated into the choreo. This was fun to watch party! IDK if I'd like, watch the whole thing in one go by MYSELF but it was fun as a group.

Oh No! Here Comes Trouble (不良执念清除师): After waking up from a coma, Pu Yiyong discovers he can see the supernatural and his calligraphy has gained magical powers. Now, he must deal with the spirits bothering him, with the help of Chen Chuying, a young and kind of stupid cop, and Cao Guangyan, his old school nemesis. Ultimately, the show is about the arc of Pu Yiyong grieving his dad and grandpa, with a B plot of PYY developing his emotional capacity and learning to speak with the victims. So even though it's hinting at the PYY/CGY couple, with amusement park dates and all, that's very much not the focus of the plot. I really love PYY's mom and her relationship with him: she's such a teasing and loving parent (and they killed off the dad instead!). While making the cop incompetent is sure a strategy, it's annoying because she's The Girl Cop (and also generally kind of annoying haha). The mystery of the cases is usually besides the point (lots of convenient evidence finding), subsumed in the emotions of the people involved, and there's a good balance between the overall emotional plot arc and the cases. It's a show with good comedic timings and the pacing is overall decent. (The pleasure in this show is situated in the emotional journey and so dwells on them a little longer.) I thought this was a very solid watch, and told a nice full story in its 12 episodes.

Barbie (2023): The hype around the movie was more fun than the movie itself, which might be expected. The outfits were sooo good, and I loved the mom-tween interactions (the reveal of the mom did make me tear up a little bit). But the plot was kind of whatever and the Kens and Mattel executives overstayed their welcome. A fun summer blockbuster, but not more than that.
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Post apocalypse, a mushroom mutates and takes on human form in order to go to the human base and search for his stolen spore.

The translation does have quite a few basic mistakes that change meanings (e.g. missing 'not', 'without' instead of 'while'), but is largely readable. I read this (mostly) in Chinese for book club, and it really was not good enough to stand up to the three chapters a week discussion level of scrutiny hahaha. I don't think I liked this, but I also think that's at least partially because of the close analysis process.

Though, IDK, I do usually need my soft scifi to be a little more-- engaged with the metaphor? It makes gestures in that direction, but e.g. I never was convinced the mushroom had a different perspective than a human would. Also, felt weird to have a story about mutation that wasn't a metaphor for marginalized people at any level, though that may be because it's an English-only literature trope. 
 
I also didn't fully care about the romance, even though there were cute moments, esp with the spore. The love interest would probably have hit more if I were still 13, as to quote [personal profile] x_los: "But you love the cold gifted anime boy whose unusual childhood means he’s shut down emotionally and only someone who professionally challenges him interests him!!" True, but that only gets you so far! If you really like that kind of teasing relationship, maybe it'd hit more for you.

I wish the Garden of Eden's women would have been expanded upon. Generally the character work wasn't stellar, as most of the side characters only get a few traits; partially this is a consequence of an apocalypse novel where characters come, make their impression, and die. But there were hints of more for Madam Lu! That... were never fully explored, even in the epilog nominally about her. 

It's really hard to project how much I would have liked this if I'd read it more rapidly -- would the twisty plot have captured my attention or would I have been just as annoyed with its abrupt changes? It does draw you through the world at a good clip and moves along to different physical areas and people as the apocalypse continues. Perhaps it has enough momentum when you're not stopping every three chapters?

The descriptions of the mutated monsters were pretty satisfyingly horrifying for sure. Very gross.
 
CW: forced birth; racism (rot13 spoiler gur gheavat bs gur oynpx punenpgre vagb n yvgreny zbafgre nsgre hfvat enpvfg fyhef nobhg uvz vf-- dhrfgvbanoyr. Gur enpvfg grez vf va gur bevtvany Puvarfr, genafyngrq gb fphz.)
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Overly emotional late night posts are obviously always a good idea, right?

A locked post on my flist was talking about bygone fannish communities; as I'm still in between fandoms and driven by the fact that I'm trying to decide if I should give Tumblr another shot or return to Twitter or whatever*, I fell back into contemplating what I'm looking for in fandom and if I can still find it in 2023.

*It's totally fine to come back six months later, crossposting, right? :D? Also, I'm especially curious what people have to say and it is late and my judgement-- questionable.

Read more... )
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To Be Taught, If Fortunate, by Becky Chambers: Astronauts exploring four habitable worlds, as the time dilation and time required to travel to distant planets stretches their connection to Earth. Each planet showed a true aspect of scientific research, in a way rarely done well in scifi. Overall, I thought the book was pleasant, but ultimately forgettable.

Far from the Light of Heaven, by Tade Thompson: Locked room murder in space: a long haul transport ends when the captain wakes to find some of the passengers have died. It was... fine? I did not enjoy the prose style, though it did fit with the short, punchy pacing, and often felt that people were just saying things to convey info. It isn't really a mystery novel as you don't have enough info to solve it before the characters, so it's more an action / survival in space story.

Mamamoo MY CON concert: The first big standalone concert I've ever attended! We had decent seats, right in the center. However, we were pretty far away so the camera work being not great was a definite detractor from the experience. Maybe I should have brought opera glasses ahaha, though I think that would be unusual at a pop concert. I enjoyed it! I do like most of their music, and the outfits were eyecatching (sparkles really are hard to catch on camera, aren't they). If I were to go back in time though, I miscalculated just how annoying it would be to get to the venue and it miiiiiight not have quite been worth the sitting in traffic for 3+ hours to get there (and then another hour back).

Not Me (2021): Naive and privileged White must disguise himself as his twin brother, who he's been separated from for 15 years, and go undercover to discover who beat his brother into a coma. Complication: his brother has started a college protest group that is about to commit arson and now he's in the middle of it. Not a subtle show with respect to gay rights, rule of law, etc, but I can see how that would be really refreshing in many ways? The arguments about how to best take action to protest were well done, and the tensions and relationships between the characters mostly reasonable and not too over the top. The main relationship is very cute and stays at the right level of screentime too -- and I think if the fandom does not yet have a "Hot n Cold" vid, this is a missed opportunity. (It's not actually hot and cold, but from the perspective of the love interest, the twin situation definitely feels like it...) You must suspend a lot of disbelief on the twin swap, the realities of tattoo and piercing care FOR the twin swap, and best choices in the face of raging fires. Overall, it's pretty short (14 eps of 45 min) and a solid watch.

New Life Begins (2022): Set in a pseudo-historical China where there are nine province-slash-kingdoms with one ruling over the other, each with its own distinctive culture; the plot occurs between annual selections where each province sends representative women to the ruling province to be selected as wives or concubines for the ruling family's sons. This is very superficial eye-candy overall, with some nice emphasis on food. I also appreciate that they do have a serious postpartum depression storyline, even if it's a bit hamfisted. I do love that we get lots of girls on screen and they have agency. Aaaaand I have a list of complaints that I will hide here:

Problems often arise just for plot, or situations occur that contradict previously established facts about the society.
There's also (tbf, standard at this point in Chinese censorship) weird tension where they can't have the emperor be anything but insightful and good, but also they need a comically evil crown prince to defeat. As a result, the emperor is, once again, the plot device.
It's HUGELY biased towards agriculture and against a nomad lifestyle; our protagonist gets the nomad descendants to welcome farming after resisting forever with just a few words. (Also very into free trade?)
In general, they seem to want to subvert tropes, but simply don't put the thought in or the effort needed to actually succeed. For example, the momo having a Tragic Past that caused her to be strict about the women learning proper etiquette doesn't satisfy: the problem with the rules for women isn't that the world is changing, it's that they never protected the women anyway. And one province is supposed to be the 'matriarchal' society, which seems to just mean a flipped standard patriarchal society with military women. Don't get me wrong, I love watching the women from that province get to be badass, but it's not exactly thoughtful about how a matriarchal society would have evolved OR how it would have influenced neighboring provinces when they are de facto acting as the same country.
I get that this is supposed to be a superficial type show, but really, much of the relationships and characterization does rely too heavily on an outline instead of depth.

PlanD: I realized when I was reorganizing my DW tags that I had recced a youtube channel before, so it seemed that I should rec the one I've been watching consistently for the last year! She's a vlogger who has a small sewing business and mostly vlogs food and cute shops. It's very soothing to watch! I also learned some nice little tips for recipes.
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After some thought, what I'm really looking for right now is a not a canon for which to feel fannish about, but the community around a fandom. I have no idea if going about things in this direction is reasonable or will work! But I've never tried it before and maybe it will work for other people too! (Or maybe no one has a fandom to rec in this way.)

✧・゚: *✧・゚:* REC ME A FANDOM *:・゚✧*:・゚✧


You may define a community any way you like here, but I'm kind of envisioning... in the lines of ship_manifesto but much smaller in scale? In other words, some words about what the canon is about and why it's awesome, (optionally fic recs,) and most importantly, where people hang out.

(Note if the answer is tumblr, please provide guidance on tags to follow and use.)

Signal boost on: tumblr, twitter, mastodon
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I'm going camping for the next week (Grand Tetons!), but I've been contemplating this for the last two weeks and maybe posting about it will either: make me stop spinning my wheels OR subsequent discussion will clarify my thoughts to a more interesting place. (Hm, though replies will be slow? May come next week?) So a bit of an X things make a post...
 
Anyway, context: I've been reading DCU fic for the last couple weeks; I was never in the fandom, but I had read fic sporadically in the past from reclists/pinboard.
 
1. I initially complained on mastodon that it was really hard to find fic on AO3; that sorting by bookmarks/kudos was useless, but pinboard (largely imported from delicious for the pre-AO3 stuff) generated many recs, at the cost of being less systematic than going through AO3. I really do feel like fandom lost something when delicious went down; bookmarks as a way to find fic is the best way I've used to backread the best of a fandom when you're not in it (either time separated or ...motivation separated). It just has the best discoverability in that situation. And AO3 bookmarks don't have the flexible tagging and pinboard isn't free so never got as widely adopted. 
 
2. I've always been interested in fandoms that have existed for a long time, and how they change over that time. Part of the difference between the post and pre AO3 stuff is just that once a fandom has gone on long enough, often characterizations calcify into fanon tropes. (That process may be accelerated by AO3's centralization.) But because of that noticeable cutoff, very anecdotally, it surprised me how different the fic felt. The long tropey epics weren't as visible as they are on AO3 (because they tend to pick up kudos/bookmarks vs only show up once per user on pinboard? or maybe there really are just more of them). 
 
3. I also noted on mastodon that I was surprised because the proportion of fic that made it (from LJ) in /some/ form is much, much higher than in anime fandom from a similar time period. Some combination of AO3 originating in / having earlier adoption in western media fandoms and other fandom cultural practices...? The fic websites also seem more likely to have been thoroughly crawled by web archive. I think this is a difference for all the old big Western media fandoms I've encountered, where there'll be things like the ficfinder comms that have alternate links or it'll be easy to track down the author on fanlore. (Though for even earlier anime and Western media fandoms, I think they're both really hard to track down old best-of recs in.) 
 
4. It was interesting how qualitatively different it felt to try and backread the (LJ era) fics in DCU now vs other big Western media fandoms a decade ago; I was never in e.g. SGA or The Sentinel, but somehow I remember it feeling easier to look for and find recs for them? Maybe it was just that the platforms hadn't changed yet, so linkrot wasn't as bad. Or maybe it was that people knew they'd have to curate recs to be able to find stuff themselves, and those curations are harder to find in the present day. I guess it could also be intrinsic to the fandom: DCU being a more scattered fandom or a smaller one than the juggernauts.
 
Now, to pack! 
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As I did not manage in the intervening year and a half to update my DW tags to usability, the referenced post is here.

I was going through a periodic phase of Intense Nostalgia, and I wondered if I might end run it by BLOGGING MY FEELINGS. As one does. Also, clear out a bunch of thoughts that had been gathering in the last year and a half that vaguely fall under this theme. X things make a post and all.

1. Back in the LJ days, someone (I have remembered this as [personal profile] troisroyaumes, but no search brings it up, so I can't say for sure) had posted about a term for nostalgia for a time you're going through right now. At the time, I was soon to graduate high school, so I was extremely ready to embrace this concept. After all, I would definitely miss high school, right? Fandom though, didn't seem to have an ending point; we'd connected through the internet and the internet was still there. (Cue the slow demise of LJ.)

I have no solid hypotheses for why I'm so intensely nostalgic over this particular era of fandom, when I have only mild nostalgia for high school or college.

Hypothesis A: Such a huge percentage of people disappeared forever, with no functioning forwarding address, so I continually think about people without the ability to send a quick 'hi'.

Hypothesis B: Fandom has changed so much and the slice of fandom I occupied so tiny that I feel nostalgia because that space has disappeared forever; you're meant to move on from schooling but I didn't think I'd have to move on from that experience of fandom until it was too late.

Hypothesis C: It's lower consequence than feeling nostalgia over the could-have-beens in schooling, and this is all displacement of my real feelings over something else. (AKA grad school damage that warped my priorities to define success in a particular way that I haven't met.)

2. Last year, I tweeted that I had become the person I wanted to be as a teen. The exact tweets were:
it's not that every ttfeb has been like ~insightful~, but it's definitely made me realize that in many ways, i have become the (fandom) person i wanted to be as a teen and had no idea how to become.
how did people have such interesting things to say? where did they get their insights? -- as a teen i yearned for that.
perhaps the gap is most apparent to me bc it felt so sudden, as i did a lot of development away from fandom, and came back and had Things To Say.
who do i yearn to be now, that i might become in ten years? more erudite? more persuasive? deeper knowledge or broader knowledge?

But I know the (fandom) development I'd want in ten years: I want to be a better writer. It's always been my weakest point academically, propped up by being assessed in conjunction with critical reading. I don't have the feeling for how the gradient works in writing, how to assess what is the direction towards 'better'. Deeper knowledge, broader knowledge, the way to improve has been trained in me through years of school optimized for exactly that.

3. I was the poster session kind of good at people. Maybe that's why LJ and now DW appeal to me: I like to present my topic and then have little conversations after it. But spanning the gap from the poster session to a 1:1 conversation -- I find that so difficult. And so I've been unable to really use Discord to chat with people and keep in touch without twitter/tumblr.

4. Fandom had always been a place for inter-generational friendships. But I wonder now at The Youth discussing aging out of fandom if a cause is the cringe of growing up and looking back at actions they'd taken as kids getting associated with being in fandom at the time. And then that barrier gets enforced with thinking it suspect that adults like the same things teens do. (On the one hand, I truly benefitted from those casual interactions with adults as a teen. On the other, current fandom is really... not a place where it's easy to mix like that anymore.)

5. This is a vaguely formed hypothesis: I was thinking about small fandoms and how there's (often, not always) a better sense of community; is some of the more adamant fracturing of large fandoms (e.g. character bashing) an action taken to deliberately create a small fandom niche within a large fandom?
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If you're interested in joining reading club for our next book, Little Mushroom (小蘑菇), we crosspost on [community profile] dankodes and our discord server (message me for an invite). 

We will begin our first set of chapters Apr 10 - 16, reading at the pace of 3 (English translation) chapters per week. This spreadsheet contains the schedule and also concordances of the chapter endings from the Chinese and English versions. (The English chapters encompass 1-4 Chinese chapters.)

People are welcome to join to read in English only, Chinese only, or both!

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I really enjoyed this Taiwanese drama! 13 episodes of a little over an hour each, followed by a 1 h 47 min movie.

Our main character is outgoing and outspoken 27 year old Huang Yuxuan, who in 2019 is still mourning her boyfriend Wang Quansheng. She receives a mysterious walkman, and wakes up in the body of 17 year old Chen Yunru in 1998. Chen Yunru is her doppelgänger and has a totally different personality, morose and quiet. But by her side is Li Ziwei, a boy who looks just like Wang Quansheng! Li Ziwei's best friend Mo Junjie has a crush on her, but he finds himself falling for her...

Okay, that summary makes it sound like it's all love triangle nonsense, but it's done in a really genuine way! Yes, feelings are a plot driver, but so is the mystery of why she can travel in time, and Chen Yunru's and Wang Quansheng's fates.

The first couple eps are very contrived and draggy, but it picks up soon after the time travel happens. The pacing was generally good after that, though I found some (otherwise good) scenes were dwelled on for too long and got oversentimental.

They did an overall excellent job tracking the time skips through visual cues. Some of the adult ages were a bit harder because it was the same characters and the styling didn't change enough, but those weren't super necessary to follow -- the main distinctions of the Huang Yuxuan vs Chen Yunru characters and the general time period were strong.

I also was super impressed with the final timeline reveal -- the whole timeline snapped into view, even with multiple shifts, without any explicit explanation, just careful production. Some of the earlier fake outs about what was happening were annoying (e.g. you're led to think that X is a murderer, but then immediately find out it couldn't be him), but I found that they didn't do the extended misleading subplots that it's easy to fall into in time travel stories; the timeline and how they learned the pieces of it genuinely made sense.

The movie was a fine sequel, but it didn't really improve upon the concept, and reiterated the same ideas. I did like it, but while I'd definitely recommend the drama, I'd only suggest watching the movie if you finished the drama and wanted more.

Side note: there's an extended period pain / love interest gets period supplies for her scene, a trope I find tedious, but it's interesting it was cut in the Chinese airing.

In conclusion, the next 'asking for a friend' is 'asking for the person I've transmigrated / timetraveled into'.

Slightly more spoilery, but still vague ahead:

The female lead's actress does SUCH a good job at being Chen Yunru pretending to be Huang Yuxuan. I was skeptical at first at the Chen Yunru acting, because it seemed so awkward, but it made distinguishing them so easy.

I thought the storyline around suicide and suicidal thinking clearly trying harder to be realistic than most dramas get -- and the movie took it a little further and did just that little bit better at its portrayal.

The murderer's motivations etc were a bit simple, but the twist as to the origins of those motivations... I didn't expect it and it made the final resolution so undeniably the solution.

I was really annoyed that the gay character just doesn't have a resolution in the drama, but he gets more backstory and a great scene in the movie! The movie would have definitely been better if they explored those side characters more when they didn't say anything new about the mains, but it was still a satisfying resolution.

Content warnings: sexual assault, suicide, homophobia, murder, animal death (off screen), torture
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Whale Weekly (the Moby Dick version of Dracula Daily) (DNF) was simply not as amenable to this format for me; each day was too much day to fit in an email sized reading experience.

All the Horses of Iceland, by Sarah Tolmie: in the 9th century, an Icelandic man travels to Mongolia, bringing back horses and experiencing the mixing of cultures on the trade route. From [personal profile] sophia_sol's rec! This was a short, fast read, and I enjoyed the varying customs, religions, and languages encountered along the way. IMO the method of storytelling held the world at a distance, making it feel less embedded in its world than I would have preferred. The is-it-or-isn't-it magic ends up feeling more meaty, though Watsonianly, the main character is here to trade and bring his goods safely home. Overall, the theme of the trader, negotiating different cultures and how their own experiences shape their abilities, is very compelling.
CW: slavery, sexual slavery, discussion of killing disabled infants and elderly people

There's No Such Thing as an Easy Job, by Kikuko Tsumura, translated by Polly Barton (DNF): A thirty-something Japanese woman takes a chain of temp jobs. I picked this up because it was [personal profile] meitachi 's favorite of 2022, but although I enjoyed the first half, it was a little too 'nothing happens' for my current mood. The jobs and the characters are all pretty interesting though, so I might pick it back up in the future.

The Ghost Bride by Yangsze Choo: after I watched the drama adaptation, people recommended the book! The book does definitely avoid the issues I had with the drama, giving the female protagonist much more to do (and it helps that it's from her PoV), and avoided egregious contrivance and mistakes by the protagonists. I definitely enjoyed the second half of the book, when the action gets going -- they cut one of the antagonists in the drama, and I enjoyed her storyline. However, there were two huge issues with the book: first, it falls into that heavily overexplaining style that I absolutely detest, and it wasn't even done with a deft hand, just clunky explanation shoved in, sometimes of a too modern perspective. Second, it needs editorial polish; it kept repeating already established points, sometimes mildly contradicting itself. Both these issues would be resolvable with a good editor, so it's a shame they detract from the otherwise interesting book.

瑯琊榜 by 海宴 (the Nirvana in Fire book): I'm proud of book club for finishing the book! It took just under a year in the end. The book and the drama largely follow the same plot beats, with some secondary character changes / emphasis changed, and I think overall the drama works better; the chance to do revisions polished the storytelling and (mostly) let the secondary characters develop more. The iconic Helena comment from the book club was probably: "He was riding a gray horse" -> THANKS TO SHIJING TRAINING I KNOW THIS IS ACTUALLY A GRAYISH BAY HORSE WITH BLACK HAIR. thank you, i will now exit with the 5839 horse color words i know, and the most heartbreaking point: i wonder if mcs, growing up on tales from his mom about her favorite sister, was primed to expect more from liyang than prince jing did. Reading the Chinese text along with the fan translation, though they sometimes differed because of untracked revisions, was a mostly useful experience; it was kind of required in our joint Eng-Chn reading club anyway. Overall, while I had a good time, I'd recommend the drama over the book.

Cherry Magic the Movie: a sequel to the Cherry Magic drama, picking up where it leaves off. They're soooooo awkward, but again the second-hand embarrassment doesn't hit for me because they're so earnest. The conflicts seems human and understandable. Great costuming, the suits really fit the characters! The only exception was the wedding suits -- matching tan suits against a tan building??? Anyway, if you liked the drama, you'll like the movie, but it's definitely a particular low-intensity slice-of-life BL taste.

Hidden Blade (无名) (2023): WWII era spy movie. The leads are, of course, handsome and 30s/40s era Shanghai leads to excellent costumes. The Shanghainese is decent enough, much better than the usual level. However, the story is too predictable, the main fight scene doesn't bring the plot forward (a cardinal sin), and though one may complain that none of the women are well developed, tbh none of the men are either. The propaganda level is lower than it could have been, but that's not saying much; and from that, all characterization and reveals are as expected. (Much confusion is generated by time jump / cut choices, and this attempts to complicate the otherwise straightforward plot.) But it's the sort of movie that you'd know you'd be interested in from just the premise (or the actors involved).
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Fandom-wise

I was looking over my New Year's Resolutions from last year, and it made me realize that-- well, one of them was to "Be more deliberate about social media usage" and another was to determine what to do with tumblr. I think the effort of crossposting to tumblr and twitter has started to exceed the return, as both interfaces are irritating to use. (And I do suffer strongly from a completionist tendency; if I'm using a platform, I ought to use it fully, or something like that.)

So I suppose I'm only fully on DW and Discord now, with some forays into Mastodon; my Mastodon timeline is a bit quiet, so it isn't as time consuming as struggling with the rampant Twitter bugs.


The year-in-fandom has been -- rather up and down for me. Some friends made, some friends lost; I felt rather upset over the latter, despite it being in the sort of quiet drifting away that happens when a fandom is winding down (or a platform is imploding). But in the end, I've reverted to the philosophical, if we're meant to be friends, we'll bump around and meet again in the future.

I'm inclined to be morose over that sort of thing anyway, but actually in retrospect, I think it was more ups than downs. I met up with many fandom friends in person, celebrated [personal profile] gdgdbaby's wedding, and made rather a lot of new friends. It's just that the ups were towards the beginning of the year, and the downs towards the end.

And I suppose really, the problem is that I'm not /in/ any fandom fully right now. Certainly, I've been doing Nirvana in Fire book club and weekly cdrama watchings (though mostly it's just me and [personal profile] halfcactus now), but I've reverted to lurking and rereading fic in fandoms I was never participatory in -- Vorkosigan, A:tLA, Temeraire... But it's the natural cycle of things for me; the frenzy of activity in MDZS was rather an exception to the rule.


Media-wise

I am happy I got back into reading original books, but I seem to have lost steam once I realized that I am rather more picky about original books than fic. I think it's that the exerted effort of getting into a new world is higher without the scaffolding of a canon. Also, so many books are... underedited, which frustrates me more than if it were just bad.

Reading goals never successfully motivated me, but I will try in the next year to get back to it. One can't last forever on rereading old fic, after all.

I am pleased that we're six of seven volumes down in Nirvana in Fire. My Chinese reading comprehension really has risen, though not quite reached at the level required to be self-sustaining, when I might read something and pick up everything unknown by context clues.



RL-wise

I am currently emotionally worn out from a family issue that really ought not be my responsibility, but somehow has become one. I have hopes it's temporary and won't have any lasting consequences, but it has definitely contributed to the end-of-year blues and my inability to do anything but reread fic. I suppose it's good that I know what's causing it so I'm not afraid I've fallen into a cycle of depression, but-- frustrating.

(And it's making it difficult for me to reach out to friends and be a good conversationalist. I suspect this made me take the aforementioned drifting away of fandom friends harder, that if I had been in a better mental state, I might have done better. But that's always the way it is, isn't it.)

In any case, RL is going well. I've slowly, perhaps inexpertly, been trying to increase responsibilities at work; though it's nice I can do it at my own pace, I am intrinsically a bit lazy, so I have to fight my own instincts at that. Last year, I had some lovely trips -- to [personal profile] gdgdbaby's wedding, as mentioned before, along with an excellent trip to Banff and a visit to bf's extended family.

I also forgot to mention (to RL people as well as here) that bf and I are engaged! We won't have a full wedding, just a dinner with immediate family, but I bought a lovely red qipao (thanks to [personal profile] x_los's friend's recommendation). I'm pleased that we finalized the restaurant reservation; getting a room for <20 people was oddly difficult, especially since I wanted the food to be good. It'll be Cantonese food, but to be honest, given the demographics of the restaurants in the area as I grew up, that's the food I associate with celebrations anyway.


The year ahead

I suppose I always will put down something about trying to be a better friend, trying to be better about reaching out and maintaining friendships. It's something I know has to be worked at, that it's a skill that needs effort to maintain.

I didn't think I want to do formal resolutions this year, but I went back to look, and I really did hit most of my resolutions (except the one about organizing my DW tags lol). I haven't been good about writing long form meta lately, but doing Topic Topics February really forced me to produce a handful of posts that I am proud of early in the year. Surprising.

So, since it seemed to have worked last year, resolutions:

- More long term projects at work, and more focus during work hours
- Carried over from last year, as it's a continuing resolution, be better about reaching out to people (both in and out of fandom)
- Optimize the keeping-food-on-hand process; perhaps more ready or easy to prepare foods are needed
- Read more original works, with an eye to works from a greater variety of countries
- Two cnovels again
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Peng Lai was a popular rock star in China, before leaving her daughter, Bai Tian, behind to try and make it in the US; years later, after Bai Tian's father dies, she returns.

I thought this was one of the more unique and interesting modern cdramas I've seen, with a lot of nuance in the portrayal of the complicated characters. Pacing was a bit messy, with some repetition (we didn't need quite so many episodes of mom-daughter revenge pranks) and contrived scenes (why would a job interviewer bring in a candidate who they were not going to consider...), and there was some tonal whiplash with the comedy parts. However, the last couple episodes really pull it together and end well!

Peng Lai is pretty awful, and the mother-daughter conflict is fully on screen without flinching; obviously, they have to end with some reforming, but I think they don't let her off the hook. I was particularly impressed that despite the centrality of the biological mom relationship, it executed the step mom relationship well and gave it respect.

They also did a decent job of fleshing out the side characters given that it's only 12 eps long. I found it a shame that they didn't have the space to really reflect on parallel of the grandma - Peng Lai relationship though. OTOH, I don't usually like the focus on a confession scene / misunderstandings in an early relationship, but they did a great job with this one and it was genuinely super cute. Of course, I loved the Chen Yue-Peng Lai antagonism, but it never quite lived up to the starting scene slow mo hair toss cut of Chen Yue.

Overall, I thought it was well done and certainly very different!

CW: alcoholism, terrible parenting, medical issues. If you need English subs, be aware the current set are clearly MTL; Bai Tian's name is often translated to daytime / during the day / Tony (???), and Xu Duo's to many.
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I was going to combine this with December, but then I realized... it was getting too long as a combined post...

Dracula: I read along with Dracula Daily and it was very fun! It was an interesting format to wait with anticipation for the next event to occur. However, I do think it meant that it was more digestible at the cost of not engaging my 'reading' brain?

Solo Dance, by Li Kotomi, translated by Arthur Reiji Morris: The story of a lesbian Taiwanese woman living in Japan, who is fascinated with death. The translation was somewhat awkward, e.g. I couldn't tell why there was a few sentences in present tense when the rest was in past. I... didn't really have a strong impression of the book, but I did find it compelling and straightforward to read? I liked the dichotomy between how she was perceived vs how she perceived herself, which more subtly gave rise to the fact that her connections with others were meaningful, no matter how much she tried to leave them behind. (Also, thanks to [personal profile] phnelt, I recognized the stereotype of the American who tells you her life story with the mildest provocation, ahaha.)
CW: rape, homophobia, suicide

xxxHolic (2022): Live action adaptation of xxxHolic. A /great/ vibes adaptation, conveys emotions well. Watanuki is more serious / not as silly in here, which I think works better in LA, but was a bit sad to miss. It had a very relaxed approach to time, which is fine if you know the broad strokes of xxxHolic, but may be confusing otherwise? I'd recommend this if you enjoyed xxxHolic for sure!

The Nightmare Before Christmas (Chinese dub): Some of the songs were quite good in translation, some eh. I forgot how fun some of the terrifying Halloween details were!

Meet the Chimps (Chinese dub) ep 1: Narrating the chimp relations as if it were a soap opera was A+, very funny. The English subs kept dropping, so we watched half of this with Spanish subs, surprisingly totally fine. The Chinese dub is pretty meh.

Ponyo: A goldfish wishes to become a girl and unleashes magical chaos in the process. I guess 'magic' suffices to explain why she can survive in both fresh and salt water, and why the plants are not all dead from the infusion of salt. It was charmingly and cutely animated, as expected!
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I have been using mastodon lately in lieu of twitter (I'm @superborb@federatedfandom.net), and I have some preliminary thoughts. I also am having FEELINGS about another platform disintegrating, which are mostly like, me wanting to get them out somewhere.

Read more... )
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This 700 page tome is an attempt to change the narrative of how humans organize themselves and therefore implicitly critique the rigidity of our society now. Overall, I learned a LOT from the book; the details of many of the societies, historical and indigenous, were new to me and it was organized in a novel way. From [personal profile] lirazel's rec, which actually details the arguments the book makes. 

The main flaw is that while it's fun to read takedowns, the book often tilts into defensive territory and too much ink is spilled on this. It reads like a series of university lectures, which is far too repetitive for a book. And yet despite this, sometimes their own hypotheses were very much citation needed, when they overreached.

A collection of interesting tidbits:
- Many cultures made seasonal changes of social structure; the variations in the seasonal changes are also huge. For example, European carnival, when social structures are turned upside down.
- "Scholars and professional researchers, on the other hand, have to actually make a considerable effort to remain so ignorant" lol
- A great deal of space is devoted to hammering the point home that it was Native American ideas of democracy and free thinking that started the Enlightenment, and it was not brought over from Europe with the guns and germs etc. (This was a very important point! It was repeated a LOT.) (Also, our ideas of more indulgent child rearing originate there too.)
- Ancient Greeks considered elections not democratic and an aristocratic mode (sortition was the democratic choice)-- and this carried through for Medieval Europe as well.
- There was a long period of time when people explored farming (on the flood plains ofc), while still hunting/foraging. Farming was originally a method of last resort, to get food out of less productive land.
- The process of schismogenesis, when neighboring groups start defining themselves in opposition to each other.
- The authors posit the basic freedoms are to move, to disobey, to rearrange social ties. "To move" is the most basic one, from which the others derive; obviously has implications for our current society.
- The space in between the famous dynasties and empires is when people were probably least oppressed etc, and more work should be devoted to that.
- Humans always CHOOSE how their communities are shaped deliberately.

Anyway, I learned a lot from the book, but I feel like it could have used some tightening. I also am not necessarily completely convinced of all the presented evidence, BUT I think the points it makes are valuable nonetheless. On the scale of popsci books, it's on the pop side, very much a brief survey, but is not annoyingly so.

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